December 31st, 2012
August 9th, 2009
I need to get off my ass and talk to Seth about film club. I wonder if he's a loner? Unfriended? Or are all his friends not SHSers?
Enough Diana! Enough. I need to go through the yearbook and see if there's any unattached girl in need of a friend.
Enough Diana! Enough. I need to go through the yearbook and see if there's any unattached girl in need of a friend.
August 2nd, 2009
Do things really remain the same no matter how much chages there is?
Will I be a hot anti social loner mess in five years? Was I a hot anti social mess five years ago?
When will I stop asking questions and start getting answers?
This is getting me nowhere.
Will I be a hot anti social loner mess in five years? Was I a hot anti social mess five years ago?
When will I stop asking questions and start getting answers?
This is getting me nowhere.
July 8th, 2009
It's so tempting for me to go to Chicago with Nick. Dad hasn't made a comment yet about how unlike last summer when I ACTUALLY had a social life, I sit at home and rot my mind with reruns and DVD marathons of Veronica Mars.
I try to be friendly. I really do. I go to where peope go to hang out, I do what people do in the summer. So why isn't anyone talking to me? At all? Why does Sarah not talk to me anymore?
I am going to be a SENIOR next year and my demented grandmother's social life looks better then mine.
Le sigh.
I try to be friendly. I really do. I go to where peope go to hang out, I do what people do in the summer. So why isn't anyone talking to me? At all? Why does Sarah not talk to me anymore?
I am going to be a SENIOR next year and my demented grandmother's social life looks better then mine.
Le sigh.
June 15th, 2009
Is the only emperor the emperor of ice cream?
Who wil apologize for trying to eat my cold plums?
And why hasn't Eric still made contact with me?
ETA: ok, no more typing online after Nick decided to give me some vodka. Oh, the headache.
Who wil apologize for trying to eat my cold plums?
And why hasn't Eric still made contact with me?
ETA: ok, no more typing online after Nick decided to give me some vodka. Oh, the headache.
May 27th, 2009
I'm still not over the breakup. Sarah just texted me: Eric didn't come out to any of his friends yet. Thank God Sarah knows about all this, I need to make sure nothing bad happens: to him or to her. Somehow all of his friends think that I am the reason for the break up. Lovely.
I just don't understand how a nice Catholic boy like Eric ends up being gay. I've done my research and read the bible and I still don't understand how he's gay.There's so many competing theories. I know that homosexuality is not a sin, but I don't understand how or why homesexuality starts up.
This is just wonderul. And now I have to worry (freshman year all over again) if I should eat in the cafetria or not. It used to be easy to bury my head in a book and pretend to ignore everyone. Oh my word, maybe I should've just worked on convincing him to stay with me and not broke up with him. How many days until graduation again?
I just don't understand how a nice Catholic boy like Eric ends up being gay. I've done my research and read the bible and I still don't understand how he's gay.There's so many competing theories. I know that homosexuality is not a sin, but I don't understand how or why homesexuality starts up.
This is just wonderul. And now I have to worry (freshman year all over again) if I should eat in the cafetria or not. It used to be easy to bury my head in a book and pretend to ignore everyone. Oh my word, maybe I should've just worked on convincing him to stay with me and not broke up with him. How many days until graduation again?
